You are here. No! Over there.

It's funny when you look at your life and wonder where all of the time went. I've been reflecting over the past view days. Mostly I've been doing this in between classes, but there are the few occasions where I have been caught doing this at home. Life is a tricky tricky thing. Most of the time we are busy making decisions only to wonder if they were the right decisions to make in the first place. Why do we second guess ourselves? I know I don't do it often, but when I do it leaves me feeling unsure of myself. The worst is when you realize why you second guessed yourself, especially when it seems too late to do anything about it.


On to other matters: Red Eye a review. This movie wasn't as bad as I thought it might be (the only Wes Craven film I have enjoyed was "The People Under the Stairs" and I was so young when I saw it that I could hate it now). Rachel McAdams is pretty convincing as Lisa, but I have decided that I do not care for Cillian Murphy. He just creeps me out. Yes, he is epycre (pronounced "eepy cray). Cillian must be a horrible person in real life because he plays one so well. The movie is a little predictable, but if you are in the mood for a moderate thriller then go catch this flick.

In any event, this week has been rather hectic. The first week of school is always trying. There is so much to accomplish: Finding your classes, purchasing books, deciding if the professor is a complete dick, figuring out when you have time to eat . . . Yes, the first week (or two) can often be a big, fat pain in the ass. I don't think that having class from 9 am to 6:30 pm on Friday was a wise move on my part, but the class looks like so much fun! Let's hope that it actually is as entertaining as I envision it to be. I think what made this week so difficult was trying to help 50 freshmen who don't want my help. This peer mentoring thing may be the second (possibly third) worst mistake I've made in my 26 years on this earth. I don't know how I thought I would be able to educate a bunch of 18 year olds about college when I am still learning as well. Oh God, and there is this one boy who has a crush on me and is very blatant about it! I'm a little worried about the meeting I have to have with him. Oh, yes how could I forget, I made a complete ass out of myself this past Wednesday. When am I going to learn that I am not cool and should not try to act as though I am! Thank God I wasn't wearing my glasses! It could have been so much worse. The best part of the week was in the parking structure (only true friends will understand this). I was approaching Parking Structure 1 when I heard a very loud car alarm go off. This is what went on in my head: "Helloooooo. I'm a caaar. Gasoline makes me run. Back seat. Trunk space. Helloooooo. Let's go for a riiiiide. Oil is my blood. Seat belts. Radio knobs." Damn that Dane Cook! He IS a silly bastard!